Continuing thought process

What I think is more often than not, crazy and insane.

Watching that movie, just proved that point.

It wasn't really anything new or even way out there.

It was stuff I really thought anyway.



Reality is not what we think it is. Life is so much more than we can begin to comprehend or understand. We just do not have that capacity.



The biggest thought that occurred to me, was actually a memory. I remembered how excited I was to take physics in high school and how disappointed I was when I couldn't. Then how relieved and perplexed I was cause it wasn't what I thought it would be. Only to come to realize later on it was Quantum Physics that drew me in not the School stuff, but that the mathematics of it all was alluring.

The universe and creation itself is mathematical formulas we are to limited to grasp.

How excited I was to feeeel quantifiable.



I get all goose bumpy and shivery at it all.

I also remember wanting to talk to anyone and everyone about it, and not knowing or having the tools to do so. Very frustrating.

I love math. To see how it relates to colours, and music - just another formula - and sounds and light and stars and and everything.



This world is not what science or religion would have me believe. It is so much more than that. Just to glimpse that tiny fragment of possibility is more overwhelming than most can handle. Time is something created to give meaning, when it is meaningless.

Reality is simply a perception created to make it easier to deal with.

It is all so much more, so much bigger than that.



This moment is nothing more than a speck of a pinprick in the vastness of the eternities. And yet pivotal to everything before and everything to come is my own little speck.



My mind is a crazy place.

But a fun place to hang out in.

Don't get lost wandering.

And don't leave a trail of breadcrumbs either.

It won't help you There's cosmic dust in there and it all looks the same.