Well Well Well

Oh My lanta!

My hair is growing! And not just growing - finally, but growing BACK

It's coming back!!

Again. Thank Heaven.

Losing it has been really hard, especially for what the third time now. Really feeling hopeless there for a bit.

Now I can scarcely believe it.

I have all these little one inch hairs all over. New hair. And even Court. noticed it had gotten much longer in month since she last cut it.

I am going to get to grow my hair out, and have it look more than just decent.

Curly and long and full head of hair. 

Now there's a Cosmic order being filled.

I've had one of the BEST weekends in a very long time.

I went out dancing Saturday night. It was amazing. I was wired for hours afterwards.

It felt good. Really good. 

Been a long time since I connected with then.

Alan was in town for awards night, I figured I earned one of those and I used to love being around them all, why not.

So I went. Alone. For whole afternoon and party that night.

It rocked. I would never had been up there getting my picture taken if she hadn't tattled on me to Ray. But it was nice just the same. I worked hard for that it should be recognized.

I got the chance to thank Alan in person for athlete work he's done and told him I used the professional information for competing as an amateur. And winning a silver in nationals.

They are working on a database of professional and amateur athletes to have as a resource; based on sport. That is so cool.

Decided today to take Ray up on his invitation for breakfast. Never been to a casino, but figured it's an opportunity that doesn't come up often. Sitting at a table with all of them, and I belonged.

It was cool. Very cool.

Getting a big warm hug from Janet last night was also very needed.

So many of them have had me on their minds now. Hey look I'm not forgotten either.

Michelle was great. Nadia amazing. Carla. Everyone. Sandy and Joe. Wow. I met the hottest guy, must be what 20 maybe. Nicest green eyes. And his enthusiasm, wow. WE talked for must have been close to 20 minutes. Even got a hug on my way out. He's on fire, going to light up the world with that. Newbie, about 3 months. Love that.

Tonight, I finally looked at my KA CD. All the pictures. I have tried before and just couldn't get the drive to work. Today, no issues.

It was something to reconnect to that amazing week. I DID those things, and I have evidence to prove it. Not that anyone will ever see it. 

Seeing those pictures, I was alot heavier. Swimming rocks. Getting tighter and smaller and stronger and more myself all the time.

I miss my team. I would literally do anything for anyone of them. That means ME as well.

Getting out of my own way. I believe. 

Feeling like this, two days in a row - apparently having a killer night leads to a killer day also - I love this. 

What I have right now is so amazing. So incredible. I am truly blessed and incredibly grateful.

Wow.

My mom and I talked tonight. SHE is on rampage again. So we talked about choices. How I've learned I get to choose how I want to experiance things in my life.

Can't change them, just how I experaince what they bring. It was a good conversation. Me coaching my mom. The most amazing woman I've ever know.

How's that for irony. Her looking to me.

Life is full of surprises, and opportunities.

Most don't ever look at them, cause they're wearing coveralls and look like work.

Time take an opprotunity.

Fly Butterfly.