High and Low

I watched a movie that was a laugh out loud feel good kind of movie, found myself feeling great. Enjoying my time. 

And then in a moment it was gone again.

The ups and downs are getting ridiculous.

I'm getting whip lash over here.

I've got another girlie movie maybe I'll go watch it.

Guessing that chocolate cake was probably a bad idea. It didn't make me feel hyper, quite the opposite. Kinda depressing.

And then I saw we lost the game tonight. It was even on TV and I didn't watch it. Sigh.

I hope it's on the upswing when I finally get to the sleep part of the day.

I don't want the kind of dreams that come with the lows. Not on my own weekend.

Nightmares are never fun. 

Sigh. Ok I'm done.

I think perhaps I'll cook that turkey tonight. That aroma would keep any deamon away.

It's here, why not.

Did some wandering today while the five were in school.

Got some holiday ideas.

Not sure what Christmas will look like this year. But I do want it to be more about us and memories and time. And much less commercial and materialistic.

Think doing that calender for extended family might be worth repeating for another year.

Thought about making matching ties for my Boys. Haven't done much sewing in the past what, decade.  Make that DVD of kids performance at the Art Festival they won from last summer? I want it all to be more about intentional memories not accidental ones. Taking time to spend loving each other and showing what we are grateful for. 

Maybe movie nights, or marathons. Something.

All thoughts for another day.