My poor toshie

Tonight was my very first ADULT TKD class.

Managed to speak up and re-work that schedule weeks ago to get to this point, but other things just kept getting in the way.

After out Klemmer group call today, I realized it I want it I have to take a stand on it.

So I did.

Kids got home, I got to class.

I figured since I am competing this weekend, I really needed to get some adult classes in.

In DD class my standing is a little different. In the normal class I am bottom of the totem. Single stripe with no stripes. Pushups, situps, mountain climbers, bumbups. Fitness in this class is at a whole new level.

My toshie is killing me. Oh man to I hurt!!

But it's a good hurt. At least that's what I am telling myself tonight.

Tomorrow may be an entirely different story.

I want THAT.

So I have to what is necessary to get to THAT.

Shifting into who that is.

Other than that it was interesting monday.

Getting out of bed was tough and slow. Did not get going with the early alarm like I should have.

Just wanted to make up for late night of herding kids/cats back to bed.

In the end I just lied there half dreaming half daydreaming. It was nice, but made the start to my day all off kilter.

Did get to spend some time visiting with Barb.

Now I see why I am missing her so much. We're paralleling again. Only hers is for real and mine isn't. But other things as well.

There's a woman I love dearly. If not for me breaking my foot I never would have known that.

Life is an interesting journey. 

Always amazing, never boring.

And now I know, always fair - despite what I sometimes feel.

This is an important week. 

Tomorrow is a new day.

Now it's time for Wallie