Mid Week

Well I'd have to say this has been a rather good day.

Still confronted by all that stuff, but in action and intention today.

I came to, or rather they came to me, some realizations today. Whether real or just in my brain, I'm ok with.

Life it going to unfold, and I don't know what keeps coming at me, but I don't have to either.

I am here. I know what I know. I feel what I feel. And I am who I am. All of it good. In every way.

No matter what anyone else has to say or grouch about it.

I decided to see about a date with Brb tonight. She and I haven't had hardly any time together in ages; months really. We went out to a movie, some Abba thing. It was a ton of fun, Nothing the boys would have come a

long for. A great night together.

Tonight was also my second adult TKD class. I remembered my rank pattern, but not my competition pattern. NOT good considering that was the last class before the competition.

Sigh. I had it down before class. Gonna keep doing. It is not a try my best it is a do my best.

Rule number one, protect yourself. Rule number two, score points.

Do my best. It's not nearly as bad as some of us think. It's alot of fun. That's what I have to remember. 

Still to bad he's gone this weekend. Won't see any of us. Me all leading by example and everything. I must be out of my flippin' mind.

It is going to be one ver

y long weekend. Festival of Trees Sunday AM. I am not doing competion Sunday afternoon. I have a feeling by then I am going to be absolutely dead on my feet tired.

I am who I am. Look at me!

Look out world here I come...