Look at what's stacked against me.
Only the first week of the month and I am already several grand behind.
Big stuff hasn't even happened yet, that's for this week.
I am back in the same damned place I swore would never happen again.
Yet here it is slapping me in the face, kicking my ass.
My poor Havier, did indeed break his foot last week. Three days he was sucking it up before they finally got through to me that it was actually broken. Bring him back to get it taken care of.
We did see the same doctor and she was very apologetic for what we'd been through all week long.
Poor kid. Now he's got drugs and a boot just like me.
Today I need to call the pediatric cast specialist at UofA and set that all in motion.
Should I have just taken him to the stollery to begin with?
That's where they end up sending us anyway.
I don't know how much more of this I can take.
I am out of options, out of resources, out of time, out of everything.
Somehow, I get to find a way to tell him I just cannot do TKD anymore.
There is no way to make that work out. Just not enough of what it would take to continue.
Christmas is just weeks away, and I can't even see that point.
It's going to be more about the spirit of the season anyway, cause I just don't have options for anything else.
I can't believe this AGAIN.....
I am going to find a way to do what I wanted to and felt I should do all those weeks ago before the crap hit the fan.
I am going to get a way to work with Denise. I need that support.
I have to do this.
Yeah I get to choose the experience I want, but there is an awful lot in the way of that right now.
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