It was amazing, just like I thought And just like I thought, not what I thought it would be.
Six of us competed, and achieved eight medals. I won a silver. Me. In sparring no less.
- ok that's a story for another day-
Monday. Here I am hiding and avoiding facing today. Kim called - actually we're talking right not honestly. I knew it was coming. I thought about not answering. I don't want to go there either.
This is all about possibility. If it comes to you it is meant to come through you.
I see that. Accountability, often harsh, always harsh.
More targeting coming into play here. She is always moving in where and when I need her to be. Going along on her own path, oddly enough parallel again to my own. This is all about that wanna needa finda thing I keep seeing.
It calls me into action, calls me into play. Calls me forward or shuts me down.
She and I are so parallel it is not even funny.
I DONT KNOW how or what to do.
One step after confusion is enlightenment. It is absolutely of to be confused when you give up your own resistance to that enlightenment will come.
Just drive. Even if you go all the way off, there is always a way back. Always. Even in the middle of nowhere. There is always a way. Often harsh, always fair.
The universe is always fair.
You do what you have been told to do. Just do it.
She is so powerful. Just coming into her full potential. Single now with her six girls. And I am seeing mine also. It's so hard and so scary. And so unknown.
If I go to my investors to support her, it means facing my own accountability.
No matter how lost you may think you are, or how far away you are from where you want to be, there is always a way. You are never alone. Ever.
The straight and narrow is dark and not well travelled, it is not a six lane highway. Never get off the path you have been told to do. Those others you see are not aiming for the same destination you are.
I needed to think bigger again, she needed the same. I make a difference, I believe.
- Just Keep Moving...

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